electric blood.

now or never.

universal connection,
in the shape of an engraved circle.
swallow it whole;
effects multiply.
spill my guts.
escaping this reality.
give in to the euphoria
calling from beyond the grave,
before it's far too late.

scratching noises from inside the walls.
it's deep, not meaningful.
i know it's in my veins.
definitely, absolutely.
positive.

one more.

a light endlessly blinking.
rocket to the stars.
separation of madness,
it can't be this easy to feel bliss.
gone are the pack of wolves
that hovered over me subconsciously,
day in, day out.
my mind acts as a filter,
a storm drain,
to ward off any intruders.
i don't want to be disturbed
as i come down.
i could drown.

i'm in full bloom.
once more.
this rapture.
i know it's in my blood.

runaway.

if i,

moved on and out of your world

will the earth shatter into a million pieces

and the skies to nothingness?
so be it.

forgiving your mistakes

is the last of my patience.

i can't go through this torment.

not with you, not in this moment.

whatever will be.

it's your turn to go down in flames.

your mind is so polluted with tainted dreams

that i can no longer be a part of.

i've had enough.

the sun still shines,

the wind still blows

and my emotions are still intact.

there was a day

where i longed for your body but,

it's fucking useless

when i have no use to linger in your presence.

you're just a unfamiliar shadow in the distance.

in ruins.

farewell to you.

to this.

i don't regret any of it.

smashing your heart

made me discover,

that i can live and breathe

from a lone perspective.

i can howl at the moon,

alone.

liar, you lied.

promised me the world

and i did the same.

but, you fucked up.

i won't bother feeling sorrow this time

when your demise comes around.

you're a complete mess.

no surprise.

what a shock.

your habit went out of control.

on the path of destroying your soul

heading in the opposite direction

i'm heading in.

how could i ever have thought perfection?

we were far from it.

i look to the sun

and continue...

heart of hearts.

when it all comes crashing down,
as the smoke clears
it's got me asking questions
and raising red flags
in wondering if you'll forever be around.
blow by emotional blow
i will be tempted to run and hide out this thunder
when it all comes crashing down.
a life without you
would mean a life without.

[ M U S I C #6 ]